“To have my very first Wicked films, We remaining my personal mouth shut and you may absorbed whatever is actually heading with the. I checked-out the other female was being treated (generally instance Tinkertoys) and you will what kind of individuals reached call new photos (the male directors). I was determined not to ever you need to be a bang doll however, in addition to maintain as often stamina that one may away from camera.” (Pg. 368)
“When they was basically finally prepared to capture, J.B. arrived to the fresh cosmetics room and you will purchased: ‘Get the slut butt towards set and you will do everything you create better.’ He had only utilized the wrong word. I ran once him in the an effective Tasmanian Demon frenzy. The team must remove all of us apart. It actually was late and you will my anxiety were frayed, but still J.B. is actually out-of-line. And i also are proper: these were throwing away time arguing towards lighting. When he remaining, We collapsed in my own make-up couch and you will come weeping.” (Pgs. 453-454)
seven. The industry is full of uncommon and you can frightening anyone, who’re happy to make use of your – such as “bag pimps”.
Suitcase pimps “time community female, become their professionals, take all their cash, and regularly get-off her or him bankrupt, jobless, too rapidly aged damages.” (Pg. 162)
Kylie’s suitcase pimp “knelt facing the lady and attained deep in her. He previously an extremely unusual term into the their face, since if he in reality appreciated the duty. As he fished it (this new sponge) away between his soft fingers, the guy actually sniffed they. We never ever desired to create other movie again.” (Pg. 163)
“There are a lot of scumbags in the market. They’re going to tell people they want to ‘try her or him out’ basic to see if they give you a beneficial blow job.” (Pg. 326)
I had to leave of there
“Following AVN Prizes and all of the latest mainstream exposure, group desired to interview me personally, actually people that got died the offer before. One of them is actually Al Goldstein, the fresh new author away from Shag journal, who was simply composing for Penthouse at the time. Glee create some thing following honors show, and you will Goldstein emerged from the to introduce himself. He did not say it explicitly, but it’s an impression Glee and i also had…. Goldstein never forgave you to own canceling new interviews. Therefore i generated my personal earliest challenger in the industry. The guy blogged a good screed up against Joy and you can me personally towards the front web page away from Screw, accusing united states from almost every crime possible – and a few that have been impossible. He 
also assaulted my loved ones. That has been a spinning area as until following, I am able to would no wrong. I found myself the brand new golden woman of the community. Once i discover one tale, I was heartbroken. I wanted to stop and you will end the firm.” (Pg. 415)
“I casual by pond and you may bought daiquiris. I became quickly drawn to him. (Michael jordan.) He was therefore diverse from any child I got met just before. Which will be most likely because I would experienced an environment of strip-bar customers, porn directors, and you can bag pimps for some out-of my personal adult life. The guy was not loud otherwise ridiculous; the guy didn’t end up being a need to feature or establish himself; and then he try unacquainted with how well-looking he had been. He had no games. And since of the, I believed comfortable, such I will disappointed my protect and start to become myself in the place of alarming which he wanted everything from myself.” (Pg. 460)
As he chatted about the brand new interviews, he was shedding hints on going on a romantic date otherwise bringing sexual favors from myself in exchange for the content
“Bag pimps aren’t generated; they are created. We came back where you can find a very some other Michael jordan on the you to definitely I had left. My around three-day lack got introduced good possessive, patriarchal, and envious edge of him. The guy insisted the next time I go while on the move, the guy show up, fundamentally to protect me and make sure I had paid. But the real reasoning try due to the fact he wanted to make sure that We was not sleep with other guys – and therefore, theoretically, I wasn’t.” (Pg. 476. Note: Jenna try sleep having a great stripper titled Melissa at the time.)